Country Boy in Japan

by T.Y.T.

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about

Just a Country Boy in Japan, Teaching English, Divorced, Ex con, Kicked out the Navy after Iraq tour, Homeless and then rich... listen to how all of this comes together.

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This cd is a culmination of several huge events in my life. How I came to Japan, My military discharge, Losing my Father, Being divorced and homeless in Japan, and keeping my Faith in God... Becoming financially independent in Japan as a teacher, How other foreigners look down on each other, and family turning their back on you for living overseas... These are just a few of the topics I chose to talk about here. Living in Japan has taught me so much humbleness in these 15 years. Everytime I look back at America through social media and the news... It really hurts me to see how chaotic things are. I can hardly hold a conversation with many folks back home because I am automatically a redneck white Christian man. So this is an instant prejudice... We need to move passed this. We can't do that if we are blinded by hate.

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released August 4, 2016

Me, Sinimabeats, Lavos

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Track Name: Yaint Country
Yaint country, yaint creet yaint grew up on the creek, yaint know bout dirt roads, yaint know bout bare feet
Yaint country, yaint creet yaint grew up on the creek, yaint know bout dirt roads, yaint know bout bare feet

1. Recently its popular, for cocky nerds to bob and swerve
2. Its popular to drop a turd and call that garbage plop a proper verse
3. Now so many cling to country like thats always been their thing...
4. So many songs bout driving trucks, getting drunk and fishing.
5. Suddenly you from the country... When you saw that there was money
6. I dunno its kinda funny being lonely and goin mudding
7. Needing a drinking buddy but he needs to be chubby,
8. into hunting, talkin country, funny and always hungry...
9. What happened to the days of music helping you through confusion
10. Now all it is music referencing music.
11. I've seen drugs, i've seen trap... I've seen twerk its all fads...
12. How many different ways can you rap about a keg stand?
13. I can turn on new country radio and listen for a week....
14. I swear it sounds like the same song is on repeat
15. It be these Jeff Gordon sounding fuckers interviewing on the news
16. Im so happy to be rapping these lil catchy tunes...

Yaint country, yaint creet yaint grew up on the creek, yaint know bout dirt roads, yaint know bout bare feet
Yaint country, yaint creet yaint grew up on the creek, yaint know bout dirt roads, yaint know bout bare feet


1. If you were really from the country everyone would already know.
2. Talking bout big boats, but couldn't troll a john boat
3. How you claim you country and someone else pay your bills?
4. Thats like going fishing and a man sets up your reel
5. Can we be real for a second life lesson: intervene
6. Dancing around bonfires cowboy hat and dangling earrings
7. Hear me? Boy you perpetrating, i appear to be hating
8. There maybe hate in my blanket statement, like a slab of pavement
9. Falling on a crowd somebody gonna get hit
10. You can ignore, you can get pissed you can listen or you can assist
11. Regardless if you gay or straight, shouldnt affect the music that you make
12. If you aint live it, then why you sangin ... Just stay in your lane
13. Its like you baking cakes, but tell the world you grillin steaks
14. Teach the world what you are instead of preaching what you aint
15. Let your personality shine everytime you share your talent
16. How many times I gotta hear bout you getting your truck rebalanced?

Yaint country, yaint creet yaint grew up on the creek, yaint know bout dirt roads, yaint know bout bare feet
Yaint country, yaint creet yaint grew up on the creek, yaint know bout dirt roads, yaint know bout bare feet
Track Name: Lord, Please
Lord please... Gimme the strength
To deal with this foolishness
You brought me to it... Now bring me through it
I'm feeling useless, limited movement
My buddies say its stupid, but through me you are proven

Straight out the country and transplanted in the city
Come from a land of no pity and not many riding with me
Stressing, helicopters on my balcony....
Lord please.... Dont let em take my trees...
So many friends and family have disowned me/
I can't help but be real in a land of phony
Homey homey, act like you know me
I could leave you lone but thatd make me the old me
Throwing a hissy fit will get a sissy hit
Is it really this just a period to move an itty bit
Really witty gimme gimme money, out the country
I think its funny at how many dummies wanna make the same money
But not willing to move a muscle toward a hustle ,camped out in they bubble .. and have the nerve to say they struggle....
Id rather be useful, than be useless
I still hang with folks, i just dont hang around with stupid.

Lord please... Gimme the strength
To deal with this foolishness
You brought me to it... Now bring me through it
I'm feeling useless, limited movement
My buddies say its stupid, but through me you are proven

How many people will gather and agree on your mistakes?
But wish you the best when they confess to your face
I was asked by a group of businessmen
What I did for a profession
And laughed when I said education
Put they hand on my shoulder and saiddont worry, one day youll get your life together...
And trust that it gets better
The look on they face, when they realized that they get paid, a third of what i make, double the days that i arrange...
It felt so strange, To defend my wage at this stage
But alone is how I stand so alone is how I get paid.
The rage face of those who claim they higher than you might be confused
When eyein the few , of frightening views, im liking my view
Humble under the surface and sniping those who griping walk away tear wiping, i'm a modern day viking, hiking up the pricing as I'm rising to the top, i want my kids to smile when they look at my grave plot

Lord please... Gimme the strength
To deal with this foolishness
You brought me to it... Now bring me through it
I'm feeling useless, limited movement
My buddies say its stupid, but through me you are proven

Good lord, i need your help to sharpen my focus
Too many perpetrators are passing by unnoticed
The same things that you do for them are not reciprocated
Promises are stated but actions validate it
How am I late to present dates unless I aint the boss man
I speculate that food you ate aint formulate the cost and
The sucking up wont build you up enough to be a leader
Instead youll be a tweaker, jacking speakers, sucking weiners
Track Name: Devorce
Divorce - If you compare then marriage kinda
Seems short
Then you Cannot see your kids until you
seen court
If you happen to be a man you gonna
be broke...
You aint a hero... They call you zero

Stuck...
Between two women because both women have kids by me/
Theyd probly be best friends but because of me, they enemies ...
When i told my kids that theyd have a new sister or a brother they just stared at each other/
My son was cool, but my daughter face was complicated /
She wasnt happy or sad, but was hating daddys decision making.
My ex found out about the pregnancy
Asking me why I didn't tell her about the urgency... emergency...
How is she gonna tell the kids? But i already told em... You can get mad but you the one that dont let me hold em...
I saw em twice last year.... Only when you need something.
When you make these situations, the outcome is nothing
You are something else... Sad, but not much else/
Thats why Im reluctant to let you redeem yourself...
Had to fight tooth and nail climb a mile to get to nowhere
I can't be weak and say that this is unfair....

Divorce - If you compare then marriage kinda
Seems short
Then you Cannot see your kids until you
seen court
If you happen to be a man you gonna
be broke...
You aint a hero... They call you zero

* 4 years of my son believing he aint got a daddy/
* Man it tore me up so badly, i begged someone to stab me
* And of course they wouldnt, said they couldn't offer
* At school he drew himself, his sister , grandma and his mama...
* Teacher asked him, where is your dad in this pose?
* My son said, "a daddy? I aint got one of those"
* Hell I should be a deadbeat, the way I been treated
* Child support but it aint needed, and I never get to meet em...
* See em greet em hug em fuck it , i wanna bust my exs nugget out in public with a trumpet
* Use her head as a talking puppet
* Lied on me, lied on me... Turned on me, turned on me...
* Sued me, used me, abused the authority
* I got a tax audit but my paper trail is too cautious
* She tried to stop my flow but I turn back on the faucet
* I know I seem obnoxious, because I learn from my loses
* If God were principal id always be in his office.
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Divorce - If you compare then marriage kinda
Seems short
Then you Cannot see your kids until you
seen court
If you happen to be a man you gonna
be broke...
You aint a hero... They call you zero

* Here I am, stalking her house because my kids live there
* Saw an ambulance at the apartment i thought it weird...
* Knocked on the door they hauled my ex out on a stretcher
* My kids was safe at school so I almost turned and left her
* God stopped me in my tracks, I looked back
* and asked the staff, where the hospital at?
* Her appendix almost busted, and i kinda wished it did
* But I got 16 months, once a month with my kids...

Divorce - If you compare then marriage kinda
Seems short
Then you Cannot see your kids until you
seen court
If you happen to be a man you gonna
be broke...
You aint a hero... They call you zero
Track Name: Navy and Attempted Mass Murder
I got kicked out of the navy, for attempted mass murder
Released from prison, aint showed up to muster
I got me some booty... While my ship was gone
Started teaching English.... Made a life of my own

* In jail for drugs, some would think i've given up
* cant whine bout bein dirty, you gotta swim through the mud
* Joined the navy for cash but ended up in Iraq, on the Kitty hawk in yokosuka japan
* Faked my own death, but I ain't Pac...
* When snitches dig in business of your witness then you caught
* Brig time and studied military justice
* 3 levels of court martial available to the public.
* Summary, maximum is 30 days... Reduction in rank and a small fine to pay
* Special, maximum is a year.... Best believe this right here aint what I was tryna hear
* General, life in prison or put to death...
* Somehow i felt like Job being thrown in a test.
* You start at Summary, but if you say not guilty
* Then you proceed to the next level of the hearing...



I got kicked out of the navy, for attempted mass murder
Released from prison, aint showed up to muster
I got me some booty... While my ship was gone
Started teaching English.... Made a life of my own

* once you proceed then you cannot go back...
* So what I did at my hearing was easy to understand
* The judge looked at me in Summary and asked "how do you plead?"
* I said "fuck you, faggot... I'm guilty of everything"
* "You piece of shit, Im gonna throw the book at you!
* 30 days in prison will adjust your attitude!"
* Walked away whistling ...living the American dream
* Locked up, but still get payed on the first and fifteenth.
* released out to sea, and wasnt treated well
* Thats when I let a ship of 5000 people drive itself
* You could of properly relieved me yet you tried to deceive more
* First day back in port, was my first day in court
* I was laughing in their faces as they spit in mine call me rude
* But my two weeks vacation was already approved
* Chunked duece and partied too damn hard til i burned .. Cuz
* I'd have an even bigger party when I returned

I got kicked out of the navy, for attempted mass murder
Released from prison, aint showed up to muster
I got me some booty... While my ship was gone
Started teaching English.... Made a life of my own


1. Many folk will give you an excuse as to why they fail
2. Just look at them like oh well, and watch them tell, on themselves.
3. a veteran at war twice, that had to be in by midnight
4. 4 years of pain is why i let the boat ghost ride.
5. 5000 people at 5 knots in open water
6. Faced my 2nd court martial by executive order
7. Some say I aint nice cuz i Ran off on the ship twice
8. Did 3 months on a year sentence then I took flight
9. Got married in Japan and waited three months for a visa
10. tested games, and voice acted before I was a teacher
11. It was just a job so I could be a rap superstar
12. Until I started balling having fun at my job
13. But the money did not rise like the tasks in my workload
14. Daddy died, wife left me homeless, job was gonna let me go
15. When I prayed, God sent me Tom and Dre
16. I got a boss job, and a way to maintain and stay sane

I got kicked out of the navy, for attempted mass murder
Released from prison, aint showed up to muster
I got me some booty... While my ship was gone
Started teaching English.... Made a life of my own
Track Name: Can't Be White
You gotta be gay,
You gotta be non white
You gotta be a woman, or get your nuts sliced
You can't be plain
You can't just act nice
If you dont hate somethin
The world don't seem right


1. Cant turn on the tv without being angered by a stranger
2. Saying due to graphic nature, our country is in danger
3. Im tired of hating people that the media says to hate
4. I wish that I could meet them first before making a mistake
5. Nothing changes different phases that amazes no one
6. Give me same but different day i think ill stay at the bottom
7. Caution, people's feeling are ahead so tread light
8. Arguing is pointless like impregnating a fleshlight
9. Just right, financially that other's views are pointless
10. But for some odd reason, they think they have choices.
11. Voiceless, is the majority of the vote
12. If you know there is no hope, you run the risk of rocking the boat
13. And no one likes that, because no one fights back.
14. Silent in a riot but intice behind an ipad
15. I'm mad but obviously not as mad as you.
16. And this is how I adopted a mellow attitude.

You gotta be gay,
You gotta be non white
You gotta be a woman, or get your nuts sliced
You can't be plain
You can't just act nice
If you dont hate somethin
The world don't seem right


1. The second that you try to empathize
2. Is the time that you become a target in they eyes... We will realize
3. I understand your frustration, that is why
4. I separate mysef from hate who made it fate ungrateful strange arrangement
5. When those who aint successful start selling their advice
6. The world seems to say its nice and not hesitate to raise the price.
7. I ask myself daily if this idiot is genuinely serious
8. Or is it really really this?
9. I feel like its a trick, did I really fight in two wars?
10. I refuse to feud with fools and give them fuel to pull me down more
11. I wish my fist would clinch more but I extend to the poor
12. How else would i see what God is using me for?
13. So many snakes in sheeps form deformed and reborn
14. Pay attention to mistakes of others is how im informed
15. Im so happy to be breathing as im reaching for the stars
16. How did I make it this far, when ppl tell you what you are?

You gotta be gay,
You gotta be non white
You gotta be a woman, or get your nuts sliced
You can't be plain
You can't just act nice
If you dont hate somethin
The world don't seem right


1. Breaking stereotypes, since I was 10
2. I never had exclusively 1 kind of friend
3. Some kind of trend to bend the rules against they will
4. Then you get hate from every race oh yes you will
5. Lets try an exercise, that'll open your eyes
6. Compliment 5 people in 5 tries, smile, and say bye
7. You can be whatever you want, that is wonderful and great
8. But can you help a total stranger have a better day?
Track Name: One More Moment
If You could have one more moment
What would you say? To fix the broken
Words chosen now they frozen
Could you HOPE and open focus
In the moment of unspoken joke provoken
Could you forgive an opponent?

I gave 3 shots, freeze tops with these drops
these dweebs talk when police stop, like he hot
But my daddy gave an alibi everytime, realest man In my mind, cuz of him I will shine
I tried to find some other but none other were close
Some ask about my mother but my mother went ghost
I represent my father, cuz my father aint go
If I had any honor, then thats the honor i'd show
I had a daughter but my daughter got took
My son too left me blue but I still look
And smile at the sky, instead of screaming why
Life is to big to subside, and too wide to capsize
But that dont mean my boat aint flipped...
Well equipt and experienced
Seriously curious, and failure make me furious.
Where do we go when we die? If you know, then you a lie.
When it's time, would you ride, or scream "wait" as you cry?

If You could have one more moment
What would you say? To fix the broken
Words chosen now they frozen
Could you HOPE and open focus
In the moment of unspoken joke provoken
Could you forgive an opponent?


1. Its been 8 years since my daddy had passed
2. Everytime I see a movie with a dad moment I crash
3. Face first mouth full of dirt and spit verses at the earth
4. Am I cursed since birth to live with a set amount of hurt
5. I cannot be a martyr, I have no time to sulk and cry
6. I remember everytime my daddy looked into my eyes
7. Disappointment and praise as he raised me on his own
8. When he passed, I knew the true meaning of being alone...
9. My family couldn't accept it, they rejected the whole method
10. I couldn't hold no one together, it kinda felt like a set up
11. Only blood son, and telling other's it's gonna be ok....
12. While everyone else denied my words and was an asshole to my face
13. Teaching isn't a real job and I should come back home
14. What am I gonna do? Stay with you and together be broke?
15. I wish I wish I wish, life could appeal it's decisions
16. I wish i wish always for five more minutes

If You could have one more moment
What would you say? To fix the broken
Words chosen now they frozen
Could you HOPE and open focus
In the moment of unspoken joke provoken
Could you forgive an opponent?


1. No body likes me so I don't like them
2. But i forgive them because I aint them
3. I do hate them but my time aint spent
4. Worrying about them especially when...
5. I have so much on my own plate, so its best to mind your business
6. So many folk are fake, so much shame on every sentence
7. I witness every increment evaluate predicaments
8. Two types of people, liable or benefit.

If You could have one more moment
What would you say? To fix the broken
Words chosen now they frozen
Could you HOPE and open focus
In the moment of unspoken joke provoken
Could you forgive an opponent?


1. is responsibility deniable?
2. Can people trust you as reliable?
3. Or are you focused on the wrong things?
4. We all ache with back pain, but how do we all maintain?
5. Would you help a perfect stranger without it being beneficial
6. Real or spiritually superficial, official
7. On the surface, yet serves no certain purpose
8. How may I be of some service?
Track Name: F a Bunch of That
1. Ask me why im flashy is it trashy to live?
2. My cash is stacking but these women want ribs
3. Nothing left to give but I still offer half
4. Offer the shirt off my back, and dont ask for shit back
5. But the minute i am took for granted, my feet become planted where Im standing
6. Understand i will forgive a man..
7. But i wont forget... Unless respec is on my name
8. Even then to evening I still wont be the same
9. My homey Chais said to calm my rage and just speak plain...
10. I guess I'm blesssed with certain things that others have to show their ways
11. I'm crazed every day on my facebook page
12. I have to shut it off maintain take a break and refrain
13. Of telling folks to chill and joke but so much is push and poke
14. a stick in the spokes of the tires of life i hope...
15. That I can drink a beer and chill... But unless you suffer with your brothers then your brothers say that you aint real

How in the hell do you know how I feel?
You don't
If you were in my shoes and breaking rules
You won't
you wont budge on a grudge...passin judgment
On past
Ask my opinion...
Fuck a bunch of that


1. I am a victim of circumstance, can't glance
2. Watching people piss they pants passin on a chance to dance
3. I talked to ladon, and he felt the same way
4. To feel secure and safe folk will take only a piece of they wage
5. Insane, look your boss in his face and nod
6. They want you to stay the same... Isnt that odd?
7. Excel and reprimanded in the same sentence
8. There exists a limit that exists to squish your spirits
9. Grown men feelin offended we are living in the end times
10. Control since birth, modifyin enzymes
11. Wind chimes in my memory, indeed
12. Rare breed, Very few are similar to me
13. Unprovoked and go unnoticed -Cant lose my focus
14. Hard shell like a locust, leavin a hater hopeless
15. They take one look at my life, and dunno how to act
16. Already see em mouthin out "fuck a bunch a that"


How in the hell do you know how I feel?
You don't
If you were in my shoes and breaking rules
You won't
you wont budge on a grudge...passin judgment
On past
Ask my opinion...
Fuck a bunch of that

When someone being shitty and need help?
Fuck a bunch of that
When they only lookin out for self?
Fuck a bunch of that
When they talkin bad behind your back
Fuck a bunch of that
If they dont reciprocate your acts
Fuck a bunch of that


1. Truthfully usually I brutally be honest
2. Unmute the boot from being cute and seldom patriotic
3. I succeeded when I seceded, took only what I needed
4. Some say that I retreated, when the system began repeating
5. I could fail or I could fail, those were my two only objects
6. And be taxed to death in the process and labelled as obnoxious
7. Or subtract myself from that equation, embrace the Asian
8. as Caucasian... Many claim that you aint shit without your nation
9. Parachute us naked without cash or knowing language
10. Into a new country and I can guarantee my situation
11. Itll be Better equipped not stressing for the fun of it
12. Because most of you would dry up without your government
13. Some ask why do I hold the flag? Is it heritage or hate?
14. Its actually neither, by achievement and mistakes
15. I did it without my country, labelled country white trash
16. Got my shit together and said fuck a bunch a that.









Thrown from my iPhone
Track Name: Hold Up
1. Thank God for being awesome like I thank him when I'm broken
2. Leave me on the scene until the scenery has spoken
3. My imaginary magic fairy legendary GOD
4. GIVING PEOPLE PEACE but that pisses people OFF
5. they want one book to contain all the answers
6. And when they disagree then they start to spread their slander
7. Like a cancer, doesnt matter in early stages of disaster
8. You can blame white people because white people do not matter
9. 400 years ago when none of us were alive,
10. Slavery abundant it was hard to survive
11. In current times i gotta feel guilty to be white
12. Until I start speaking and the wise respect my mind
13. Then i meet the white people that everybody hates
14. The people that you see and think their parents made mistakes
15. The ones who whine and bicker bout equality and gender
16. snicker in secret whispering their coworkers a n*****

Hook
Hold up, things froze up
What you gonna do if God shows up?
Better getcha life right, alright...
Apologize and try to subside who despise


1. Ask me, how do I believe
2. in something I cant see,Actually I believe
3. in lots of things intangible to me
4. It dont quite mean what you think that it means
5. I believe in air, yet I cannot touch it
6. I believe in bills, on a fluctuating budget
7. I believe in me but my thoughts aint public
8. I believe in green, but not erone puffin
9. A lot of people see me and try to avoid
10. Bible thumpin southern bumpkin country boy
11. But dont even scratch the surface of the purpose of my life
12. They ask without reaction when im giving them advice
13. They return to hear me repeat myself.
14. And make the same mistakes but I keep giving help
15. Just say oh well that was tuesday...
16. Just let it go, today is a new day.

Hook
Hold up, things froze up
What you gonna do if God shows up?
Better getcha life right, alright...
Apologize and try to subside who despise


1. You cant live happy and let otherpeople see it
2. Its like their little spark of hope was suddenly extinguished
3. And they hate you for it, just because they living boring
4. Their risk isnt proportioned like a boat before its storming
5. Parasailing in a hurricane and wonder why you fail
6. Folk swear I am too happy and should be scared and aware
7. All I care about is God, and he handles the rest
8. Just waking up tomorrow lets me know Im blessed...
9. Pray be thankful for the good and bad
10. cuz you never know which one will save your ass
11. I dont volunteer my information... Unless asked
12. If folk ask from the front they cant put a knife in your back.
13. Remember that, write it down, log it in your diary...
14. Or you could give me money and let me see a mind to read
15. In tantalizing trickery .... Please reserve a seat for me
16. I dont want to succeed, i just dont want God to leave.

Hold up, things froze up
What you gonna do if God shows up?
Better getcha life right, alright...
Apologize and try to subside who despise